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something would come along and fuck it up



i said .. good tings never happen to me and when they DO they get ripped away ...



some things never change

yup...

i'm just about to step up to a new one!



my first trip on an airplane.. i'm nervous.. excited.. a tad scared..



the layover and meeting friends there....



and the destination.. WOW .WYOMING... can it handle the Kami?? heh .. lets hope so lol



Today, i think it's REALLY setting in .. i feel...

EXHILARATED!!! its hard to explain lol.. i have my headfones on... and i am listening to AC/DC at DEAFENING DECIBELS. and omfg its GREAT !!!

(COME ON COME ..LISTEN TO THE MONEY TALK haha)



i feel like.... something good may actually gonna be about to happen for me... and honestly, that scares me a little... good things just DONT happen to me, and when they DO. just about the time i get used to it.. its JERKED AWAY from me *eyes you know who*... yeah .. im scared.. as a mutherfucker .. part of me wants to call it off.. and just stay here where its safe, where i am used to the disappointment and nothing new comes along ... here where its basically safe...



but i want something ... ANYTHING.. i want difference and excitement and a challenge.. i fucking want MORE.. i want it to stay... i want ..



well you know whut they say, want in one hand shit in the other, and see which one fills up the fastest...



i'll NEVEr know, if i stay here.. yanno??

but if i stay here i wont have to suffer the inevitable heartbreak and let down ....



(HELLS BELLS !!!!!! -- sorry .. i hadda interject there :)



im torn

im scared

im excited

im not sure

and i just want this volume switch to go up a few more notches... ANGUS can RIP the fear outta me :) lol



Im roaring Thunder

Im pouring Rain

Im coming on like a Hurricane...





*sigh*

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ladygoddessaries
16:35 Jun 04 2008

Good luck woman~

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Oceanne
16:35 Jun 04 2008

Did I hear you say Hurricane? :D

Enjoy your adventure!!

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misterstikki
21:58 Jun 04 2008

Hurricane Kami...WoOt~

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KamarillaKaine
00:59 Jun 05 2008

lol

i jess luff joo StikkiDood !!!

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